This is going to be the worst possible thing to say but perhaps we should take a break. Vincent's right. I have my whole life ahead of me and I'm here dealing with this. Carmen's right. I need to focus on this year. Even if I'm not doing well, at least I'm trying. Sometimes, I think that I can stand to lose you. At this point, I still think that I can. But I'm not sure I want to. I care about you, and you know that for a fact. But honestly, things just got too serious much too fast. We're not even a couple and you're giving me shit about how I'm not spending enough time with you. You're clingy and everyone knows that I don't do clingy. I don't like it. The clingier you are, the farther I run. That's why it seems like I've been ignoring you. I need my space. Absence makes the heart grow fonder and yet you're always here. I want you to live your own life before you come to me. I feel like I am your life and I don't like that feeling. I don't want to be your everything. I want to be part of your everything but I don't to be it all. I don't need your undivided attention. I don't need 24/7 surveillance. I don't need a 24/7 boyfriend. I feel like I'm being suffocated. I can't do this.