I want to hold on but it just doesn't feel right anymore. When did everything get so serious? I miss you. You made me happy. Things feel like they've changed too drastically. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss the old us. I miss winterball. I miss the night of Jie's party. I miss the night of our ring banquet. I miss the night we watched Mean Girls in your living room and I fell asleep in your arms. I miss the day we just lay on your couch and watched Jo Koy crack jokes. I miss mahjong with you. I miss you, but something doesn't feel right anymore. You've become so much clingier and I just don't know what the hell's going on. I almost fell in love with you. But it just feels too different. I don't want to let go but I don't want to hold on.

I'm lost, a little confused and I really miss us.