I haven't used this in awhile. I don't have much to say anymore and I went back to keeping things to myself. I just don't feel the need to write about it any longer. Leeann, I am a distant person. It's not that I didn't care to ask. It's that I just have too much going on to focus on anything. I only had an hour and a half of sleep and couldn't even think straight. I'm not mad about the shirt or the backpack. To be honest, it's not a big deal to me. I was only kidding. And please, stop tripping. I'm fine. I just don't tell people things. Just ask Irene. I haven't told her anything in the longest time because I just don't feel the need to. I just want time to myself. I keep feeling like everyone's suffocating me and I hate that feeling. I want to be there for you and I try to be but you have to understand that I can't. I can't be a 24 hour friend and that's what a lot of people expect out of me. You come into a friendship with me knowing that I'm there when you need me but knowing I hardly ever need anyone.

I just want my space from people. I'm sorry if it hurts you but I just need my space. I can hardly breathe with people asking me if I'm alright every two seconds. I don't need that. You know that if I wanted to talk about something, I'd tell you.

I love you guys. I do. But the more you keep pushing.. the more you keep trying to fix what isn't broken, the farther I run, the faster I run. You know me. There's really not many people I get along with. You happen to be one of the people I do get along with so please stop worrying. I'm fine.