Leeann Yan Leung

I know you check this every single day so here goes. He's trying. He honestly is. He's trying his best to prove to you that you are indeed his best friend but keep in mind that he is a boy. A stupid, idiotic boy who is not very good with words. But he cares for you like you would not believe. You don't see the conversations that we have. You don't see the way he's so confused. He wants nothing more than to fix things. He IMs me in the middle in the night expressing his problems to me. He loves you but you're not giving him a chance. We believe you. We do, but it's that we don't know what to say to you. He doesn't know how to handle this. We, on the other hand, do. Honey, I believe in you so much. I believe in every bit of you. I believe in the person you are. Don't let hard times get to you. Don't let suicidal thoughts even enter your mind. I'm going to say something that is going to get to you.

If you leave, what's going to happen to me? You promised that you'd always be there for me.. to love me, to support me and to always be my friend. To be one of my bridesmaids. Keep in mind the life you're leaving behind if you allow thoughts like that to even come remotely close to you.

Mwu is a boy who isn't quite sure of himself. Cut him some slack. He's trying. He is. You should see the way he talks to me. You should see how upset he is. He's not trying to alienate you or make you feel weird. He just doesn't have the right words to say the way Annie and I usually do. I don't believe you're grasping the gravity of the situation. Here's this boy who cares about you just as much as he cares about yourself. You're special to him but you don't see that. I would really like to understand why. I will not hesitate to yell at you, my dear. I love you but you need to listen to me.

We're all here for you. We always have been. We're here whenever you need us. We're only a call or an IM away. You're not coming to us. You're not telling us what's up. You're alienating us. You know that I would never hesitate to listen or spend time with you. You know that I love you more than anything. I know I don't always tell you but you know that. You're so special to me. You can tell me anything, but you don't. I am always here for you. I promise you that. You know all that goes on in my life but you don't tell me much anymore, my love. I'm not too sure why but I miss that closeness we once possessed. I know it's still there. Come to me when you can tell me anything. I'm right here.

Don't you dare have such thoughts ever again. Or else I'll never forgive you. I'll never forgive you for wanting to leave me.. Annie.. Beth.. Irene.. and Peanut! That poor baby. ): You know that I love you with all of my heart. No, I lied. I love you with all my butt because my butt is bigger than my heart. You need to snap out of this. Honey, come back to me. You're scaring me. You are. I'm right here. I love you, Leeann.

Give him a chance. He's trying his best.