So there's this boy.

And he's breaking down my walls again. This feels different from Teal. But at the same time, I'm scared shitless. I won't lie. A friend told me something about this boy and I trust this friend. He has never lied to me before, and I certainly hope he wouldn't start now. But this boy. I know that I should believe in him with everything I've got. I should believe in the person he is. But I've been lied to so much these past few weeks and months, that I know I would break down if I found out this boy was lying too. I'm tired. I am. But I feel as if I've got to give this boy my last shot before I completely just stop caring.

Gummy Bear yelled at me for doubting him, but how can I not? My friend knows him better than Gummy Bear does, and it scares me. On one hand, I know that I should believe in what Gummy Bear is saying because he simply wants me to be happy, but then I trust my friend as well.

The only person I need to trust and talk to right now is him.