Leeann and Annie

I am eternally grateful for you guys. Thank you for the kind blogs. I feel as if this is a back and forth conversation. It's adorable. I know you guys love me, and I thank you for that. There's something that Annie said that caught my eye.

 And I'm glad you're writing again, the way you do when you first showed me your blog. I've been waiting.

That one struck a heartstring. You're right. I haven't written like this in a very long time. And I agree, I find it sad.  I haven't been able to write my thoughts down until now because of everything that has happened. But I'm glad that I've finally been able to. It reminded me of the way I was, or perhaps the way I am. It reminded me of the person I am. It brought me back to my roots. Thank you Annie. There are no other words for it. I'm just so grateful. You still remember how I used to write. The words I used and all. Thank you. Leeann, perhaps you really are no good with words but they've always been good enough for me. At least you were able to tell me how you feel.

The reason I said that I feel like I'm annoying you guys is because of Trinity. She's been having the same guy problem for the past few months. I know it's hurting her. But at the same time, I know people are growing old of her problem. I don't want my friends to feel that way.

Annie, I think you're right. Guys are human as well and in no way am I putting them down. Just because I got hurt by one doesn't mean that I have anything against their species. It's not like that. But you're very right. They mess up too. They can spell incorrectly. Just because we happen to have two X chromosomes doesn't justify all the bad that we've done as well. But Annie, I know he's not waiting for me to call or text or whatever it may be because he likes someone else. I suppose I wish I had known sooner. The thing is if I had told Adonnis sooner, I would have found out sooner but I didn't. And I don't regret it. I'm fine with it. Because like Leeann always (which she stole from Wizards of Waverly Place) : You're one heartbreak closer to happily ever after.

I finally saw that on Wizards last night. I was talking to Leeann while I read that. It was really funny. It was a great episode. I think Wizards is such an amazing show. And it is oh so funny! Disney channel kids forever! Anyway, that's about everything I wanted to say.

I'm just eternally grateful to the few of you. You've truly made a difference in my life.

However there's one more thing I want to talk about. Leeann. About Mouse. If I had known sooner, I wouldn't have done the things I had done. And if you do feel more for him, what's so bad about that? If you do, then you do. There's no stopping it and there's nothing wrong with that. As for Douche (yes that is his name on my blog), I know you still dislike him but I know you miss him as well. One day, you'll look back and wonder why you liked him in the first place. That's the same exact thing you guys told me. Cause you will look back and wonder why. I just want to see you smile again. Because I know many parts of your heart are hurting right now. It'll be over soon. I promise. One day, we're going to be happy. We'll be very very happy. The four of us. You, Annie, Bethany, and I. We will all be happy. However, I think Bethany's already very happy so I don't think she counts. Haha. We'll exclude Little Miss Happy-Go-Lucky.

This post was exactly a car ride from Cerritos to Mpk long. That was fun. My mom kept wondering what the hell I was typing. I told her I'm sending this to a friend. Well, all of you reading, are my friends. (:

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