Thursday, November 26, 2009

Giving Thanks Day

Happy Thanksgiving everyone. Since it is indeed Thanksgiving, I figured I'd blog about everything that I'm thankful for.
I'm thankful for the parents that love me unconditionally.
I'm thankful for the friends who would fly to the moon for me.
I'm thankful for the friends who wouldn't fly to the moon for me, but who would always be there when I need them.
I'm thankful for the music that fills my ears.
As hard as it is to admit, I'm thankful for the evil teachers that teach me the little things that I know I'll never need.
I'm thankful for the creation of the internet.
I'm thankful for the family that I have.
I'm thankful for the mean people who constantly shot me down, because by the time I was able to stand, I was stronger than them.
I'm thankful for the inspiration that seeps into my heart from random things.
I'm thankful for the creativity and beauty I see in everything.
I'm thankful for the guys that have drifted in and out of my life, because now do I realize, how useless and unnecessary they are.
I'm thankful for the million times my heart has been broken, because now I know not to believe in words of flattery.
I'm thankful for the creation of stories.
I'm thankful for the game Catch Phrase because it's amazing.
I'm thankful for Leeann, because I saw her today and the world seemed brighter if only for a moment.
I'm thankful for Annie, because though we've hardly talked lately, I know she loves me, and I know she knows I love her. And I'm thankful that she is finally happy with her life right now. I love you Annie.
I'm thankful for Bethany, because she makes me smile on a bad day.
I'm thankful for Jie, because she'll always lend an ear.
I'm thankful for Adonnis, because she'll give anything a 2nd chance.
I'm thankful for Youtube. Enough Said.
I'm thankful for Sags, because she says hi to everyday.
I'm thankful for Jimmy,  because he's that one senior that will let me abuse him, then make me laugh.
I'm thankful for Polo Mom, because she always gives me a ride home when I ask nicely, and she deserves more happiness than anyone I know.
I'm thankful for happiness.

Have I ever told you how much I love family? Especially mine? I love my cousins, my aunts, my uncles, my brothers, and my parents. I spent about an hour playing catch phrase with them today. It was the most fun I've had since Big Bear. I suppose I forgot to blog about that. Two weeks ago, I went up to Big Bear with my oldest brother for his 21st birthday and it was so much fun. I met new people, and got to know some people better. You can only imagine what happened. We played Cranium which Tommy, Michelle and I completely dominated at. It was fun and I wish I could go up there again.

I've got a lot going on.
I've only one free day this coming week, and that would be Wednesday. Season started and I have a game on Monday and Tuesday. Then I have a tournament on Thursday, Friday, and Saturday. I'm excited but I'm also extremely tired. I also have two projects due on Friday, and two tests that day. I also have a test on Monday. Busy Busy week.

I've been talking to Yellow, but to be honest, I don't care about talking to him anymore. I really don't. He's just not a big deal anymore. I don't miss him. I miss Kip. I shouldn't but I do sometimes. But the thing is, I miss the guy I fell in love with. I don't miss the guy he is now. There's a difference. But things have changed. It's been what? 3 years now? He was that guy for me. He's that guy I compare everyone to. He's that guy that made me feel amazing. He was my first love. That was a long time ago. I wish I could say I'm over it. But I'm not.

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