Pink Starfish

An unspoken dispute that's been going on for too long. Sometimes I get so angry at her. Then sometimes I miss her. I get angry because she let one person get in the way. I get angry because my brother believes her over me. Don't go around telling him false things about other people. If someone disliked me, I would want them to tell me. I wouldn't want to hear it through someone else.

And we weren't even fighting when we stopped talking. We just.. stopped. You've known me for 6-7 years and you can't talk to me? That makes no sense. I should be one of the easiest to talk to. For the record, I never supported this crush in the first place. Everything I was afraid would happen, has happened. She should've listened to some of the things I said because I know I am right. On top of that, some of those experiences she's barely going through, I've already went through. I don't think things can ever be the same. My own brother believed her word over mine. He's my brother. There's no way I can console you.

You know what? I'll just leave it at ...
                 It's complicated.
I can't tell if I want it to be over and done with or just resolved. So often I want to give up the friendship. So often I feel as though I don't need this. But I'm not someone who likes to regret decisions. I know that if I throw away this friendship, I'd regret it.

It's not like you haven't let a person come between us before.


Edit: You are freaking retarded. My own brother just came in and yelled at me because he believes everything that comes out of your damn mouth. Well you know what? I don't believe anything you say. Stop screwing up the relationship with my brother.

I told Donna because I trust her, the same that you seem to trust him. So stupid. The same way he trusts you. STOP TELLING HIM LIES.