Goodbye ..

Today is the last day of my summer vacation. I'm sad, and I wish I had done more. I wish I had made the most of it. But I didn't. However, I don't regret a single thing, because I had a great summer. I met amazing people, wrote letters to my beloved Yellow, and .. it's been great. Although I wish I didn't have to start school with a grudge, that's just the way it'll have to be. I guess I'll take it the same way I always do. I'll just let it play out on it's own. Also, I'd like to thank my beloved Teddy Bear for doing me that favor yesterday. Turns out she believed you. Oh I love my Teddy Bear. Sadly, I have to spend the very last day of my summer doing summer homework. It sucks, but it's my own fault. My worst quality is my procrastination. No lie.

It really put a strain on our friendship. Guardian Angel. I still think of you when I hear the right note. When it hits the right spot, you'll always be the first to hear it.

A ray of hope. My hope.

You know, I've said before that it's a waste of time getting pissed. And yet, I wasted my time last night being pissed. I laugh at myself for being a hypocrite. But I have never denied that I am one. Everyone is. What happened last night was an impulse. It just happened. There was no reasoning for it. There's no way I can justify the things I said. That's just life. As you get older, you have to learn to stop using excuses. Cause that's all they really are. Excuses. Words strung together to make it seem like they actually mean something. They don't.

Here's my goodbye to the summer of 09. Goodbye my dear, and hello to my favorite season of the year, Autumn. Haven't seen you in awhile my friend. How have you been?

hello.. it's me.. again.