The Second Letter

Yellow's letter is here! Perfect timing. I really needed him. It's a three page back and front response. On the envelope, it says "I miss you. I miss you" Hun, you don't know how much I miss you. Sometimes I believe that if he hadn't left, I wouldn't have so many troubles. I miss you, Yellow. So much. There's this really cute drawing he did of us. We're both reaching for each other's hand. He's doing just fine. He's made some friends down there. Yellow wants to go to Disneyland after he graduates. When should I tell him I don't like Disneyland? =X

Today's the 20th.
Wow. I should've blogged a few days ago, but I wasn't in the mood to talk. I have much to say but I don't know what to say. This person. This Blue. Man, he pisses me off so badly sometimes. He's a great person, no doubt. But he doesn't realize some of the things he says. He doesn't realize some of the things he does. I feel like a rebound.. again. I feel as if this friendship is only for the summer. It'll end once school comes around. I don't know what he's thinking. But I've been very angry because of him. His nonchalant attitude annoys me so badly. I thought he was better than that.

He's the only thing bugging me for now.