Hopes & Dreams

Do you remember all the good that comes with childhood?

I know I haven't blogged for a few days. I haven't found the time to. With projects and banquet and finals, I just couldn't find time to. Well things have settled a bit and all I have left is a week of finals & school! I can't wait for everything to be over and one with. I'm going to Vegas after school ends. (: Yeayuhh !


Anywho, let's see. Okay, about 60 sophmores at my school got suspended so far because some junior sold the answers to the final to a sophmore and it spread throughout the whole grade. Everyone who had that English Honors teacher received it. I think it's wrong to suspend someone who did not use them. Although it's true that they should've told, that's not how things work nowadays. We aren't going to turn against one another like that. On top of that, to find every single student is a waste of money as well as pointless. The english teacher has enough going on and he doesn't need to deal with all this. By the time they suspend everyone, our school will have a bad rep as well as unwanted attention.

I'll stay waiting for seasons to pass,
for the mailman to come,
to hand me a letter with your name on it.

I've gotten used to the idea that Yellow will be gone after tomorrow. Because when I think about it, I've lived without him before, and I'll be absolutely fine. I'm happy for him. (: I hope he does his best, and I hope he's safe. Good luck my dear. I've always thought about waiting, but I will not. I'm not going to waste my high school years waiting on a guy who might never show up.

You know I want to do? I want to spread joy, and love, and music. I want to show the world a way of seeing. Who knows what can happen in a few years' time? Absolutely anything. To dream is the most powerful thing in the world. And to make a change is the best reward. I want to see what I am able to achieve in this lifetime.

I'm interested in seeing the way people think. Although I have a tendency to want people to see things the way I do, I know that's not always the case. Some people are just as stubborn as I. Some are unwilling to change, unwilling to open their mind.

This has got to be the most random blog ever.

Anyway, I had my swim banquet on Thursday night, and it was amazing! It was really fun, and I had a great time. Lots of cheering though. T.T My voice was very tired when I got home. It was nice.

I just realized, if I ever win an award for anything big (in the entertainment industry), I'd probably pull a Kristen Stewart like she did at the 2009 MTV awards, where she dropped her award. That's pro right there. But Jim Carrey's speech was hilarious. The voice over was freaking hilarious. "There wouldn't be a swine flu if they treated the pigs better!" God, too funny.

Congrats to this year's best villian, Heath Ledger. RIP<3>

I watched most of Wall - E this morning, and it is so funny! I love it. I can't wait to watch the whole thing.

I honestly don't have much to say. Except that I love the shirt that Jie made for some of the jv swimmers, as well as the swim sweater that was shipped in yesterday. I received mine before the whole swim team (with the exception of the guy captains.) Might I say, I'm loving the sweater.<3>

And in closing, have you noticed that most of the photos that I posted in this world, the person is alone? I suppose that's how I am in life. I rather be alone, and I don't know why. (: