It's not that I'm depending on myself but that I'm very independent. I always have been. I don't like to depend on people and right now, I don't exactly need the assistance of anyone. Thank you for caring. I know that you guys love me, but lately, I just haven't really wanted to talk to anyone.

I didn't tell you because it didn't seem like it needed to be told. If I wanted to tell you something, I'd tell you. The thing is, I typically don't tell my business to the world. It's not my thing. When I'm angry, yes. When I'm upset, no. I just didn't want to tell everyone.

I felt like if I had told people, it'd disappear from me. I'm not afraid that you'd hurt him. Because I know you wouldn't. I know you'd try, but for me, you wouldn't.

It's just not something I want to talk about, okay? And please stop acting like I'm dying from it. I'm not. I'm fine. I just don't want to talk right now. And no, I'm not bottling. I just really don't want to talk about it.