I almost forgot

that I come here to vent my true feelings. Haha, it's been awhile hasn't it? Perhaps it was just last week that I posted, but the truth was not there. So here it is.

There's this boy. That makes me smile. That I began to fall for. That has no idea that I've tripped and fallen. That allowed my stepsister to wear his sweater. That allowed another girl to hang onto his arm while I was watching. That decided to ditch me after third period for the first time in three weeks. That has caused me to lose my appetite. That has caused my heart to drop continuously. That I wish I could simply talk things out with at the moment. That I won't see tomorrow. That has caused me to lose sleep. That I have no idea what to do about. that is completely different from the rest of them. That I haven't cried over.

But I've never felt this way either.

I believe it's because he's the first guy to come along, that says such pretty words and ... I don't want to say it because it's shallow but.. I really can't say it.

He's got the prettiest eyes I've never seen.