In All Honesty,

I feel selfish because of all this drama. I feel like although I fixed things with Teal, I ruined everything else. Shark Boy's mad at me. Lazy and I aren't talking. Mouse and Leeann are fighting. I'm not talking to Jie, and with everything going on with Adonnis, I feel like I'm hardly listening. I feel as if this whole thing with Teal has blinded me and prevented me from seeing what's been going on. This guy had put my world to a halt for a moment. I lost myself, again. From here on out, I vow to never allow a guy to ever do that to me again, to never disregard my friends' feelings. Because of all this drama, I've skipped out on nights of homework. This is not the type of person I am. I would never change for a person, and I would never let my grades slip because of a guy. I honestly don't know what happened. So here are my apologies.

Leeann & Mouse: You two have been friends since elementary school. Don't let my problem be yours. Don't let my problem create one for you. I'm sorry. It's my fault that you guys aren't talking right now. But you know you both want to talk to each other. You simply have too much pride.

Adonnis: I know you're confused right now. But I'm not sure what more I can possibly say. I don't know what you're thinking but I'm trying. I hope you know that. I feel like our friendship has been consumed by this insane drama. I'm sorry. I'll pay more attention from now on. We'll figure this out together<3

Shark Boy: It was an impulse thing. I felt like it was true, and for a moment I honestly thought it was. It simply made sense, and you know it did. I'm sorry that you and Teal are not on the best of terms. I'll fix it. I swear. But for the record, I did nothing to Teal. I did nothing. I followed your rules. I didn't confront him or do anything to him. He messaged me. He yelled at me. You never said I couldn't show I knew. But I'm sorry things have turned out this way.

Jie: When you said that it was just like old times with you, Trinity, and I, I felt like it was just you and Trinity. You don't see it do you? You're neglecting me. I feel like you're choosing her over me. It's not like you don't know stuff has been happening with me too. But you always find a way to make it about you. I know you know I'd always be there despite what happens, and I will. But that night, I felt like you chose him over me. You chose her over me. And you act like I'm not here for you, but you know I am. You keep saying you don't have a best friend this and that. Look around you. You have so many people who care for you. You say it like I'm not there for you. That hurts. Cause I suppose everything I do means nothing right? It just doesn't make sense to me.

I feel like when something was finally going right, everything else was beginning to fall apart.
I am damn confused.