Yellow

I miss the conversations we used to have before you met her. I miss the letters. I miss the adorable drawings. I miss going back, and reading about how much we had to talk about. Everything has changed, and I wish they hadn't.

I showed Small my blog today. It made me go back look at my old posts. I see posts about Grey, Orange, Green, Pink and everyone. I don't quite remember what I was going to write. I know that I have to tell the story of Kip and I one day. I know that I have blocked out many people lately. I know that I miss Vince. & now I remember what I was going to say.

I have lost sight of why I started this blog in the first place. I went back and read my very first post. I said I wanted to change a life with my posts. I don't think I have. I think lately, I haven't written anything that's worth reading. I haven't written anything that's worth remembering. But I'll start to write about the those sort of things again.