It Kills Me

It kills me to see her hurt him like this.
It kills me to see her treat him this way.
He's such an amazing person. He really is.
I'll name him Blue.
This guy is just extremely nice. He's funny, smart and he's a great friend. A truly fantastic friend.
How could she possibly treat him this way?
It hurts me to see it.
Today after my study session at school, I realized I didn't have his number so I asked for it.
And all she did was stand there impatiently and count down as he was clumsily throwing everything into his backpack. I couldn't stand it. It just made me so mad.
She's my friend as well, but the way she treats guys.. it's just terrible.
Same with Orange. She treats him terribly too.
There two guys are amazing. They are.
They'll listen to you when you need to vent.
Help you when you need it, and just be an all around good person to you.
Blue deserves so much more.
He deserves the best. And I know he's hurting inside.
But it's happened so many times that he's numb. He can't feel it anymore.
I want him to be happy. I want to see him smile.
I want someone to make him happy. Cause he obviously deserves it.
But I'm confident he'll find her. He will.


Edit:
You know what's funny? I'm 90% over Teal, but every time I see him, something just clicks. For some reason, I can't stand seeing him. Yet he's everywhere I look. I was dreading seeing him at the study session and yet I was a bit excited. I was disappointed when he wasn't there. There's nothing there left to be desired and yet I feel something. What's worse is that he doesn't even care. So why do I still care so much?

And I feel stupid. Because I unblocked him. I thought I could handle it. But I really can't.