Wednesday, February 24, 2010

If I May,

I'd like to put my two cents in. All this drama. It's been going on far too long. You don't like each other. Why don't we leave it at that? Even if things were to be mended, they'd never be the same again. I feel that there is no need for sides. On one hand, everything that you're doing is unnecessary and ridiculous. All the rumors that you're spreading, the pain that you're causing? It's all unnecessary. No one is trying to convince anyone of anything. It's what they see, and what they believe. They chose on their own. Please don't go around saying that that this person and that person is on whomever's side. I, personally, would like to put an end to all the ridiculous  rumors you've been spreading. It's juvenile, and ridiculous.

To be honest, you've done nothing to me. But you've done a lot to the people around me. You've caused them so much anger, pain, and tears. Tears that weren't worth shedding, because you're simply not worth it. I don't know what you're going through. It might be similar, it might not be. All I know is, you need to stop this. All of it.  Because you know what? In ten years, none of this will matter. Even at this point, it doesn't matter. Do you think you'll remember who was on who's side? Will you remember all the things you fought about? Probably not. But I do know that you'll remember hurting a great friend. Someone who was willing to put up with you, with everything you did. Someone who would hold you when you cried. You may feel as if there is no one around you to make you feel better. But open your eyes, you have a lot. They might not be your closest friends. But they're there.

I don't hate you. I don't. Who am I to judge you? But I hate what you're doing to my friends, and to the people I don't quite know. Fabricating lies, spreading ugly rumors, and pretending to be a good person. From what I've seen of you, you're not a good person.

I'm not quite sure what type of person you are. But I know I can't trust you. I wish I could, because you were once my friend. But I don't know how much of that was real. I can't set apart the real you and the one you're pretending to be. People are going to judge me because of this post, and I really don't mind. I just want it all to end. I'm sick of hearing the nasty things you've done and said. I hate hearing that someone else is crying because of you. Because in my honest opinion, it's not worth it.

They could be spending their time doing something useful. Something meaningful. But no, they're too busy crying because of the pain you put them in. If they're not crying, they're going over and over again in their minds about how you could possibly be like this. I couldn't even believe you're like this.

I won't lie. I've had plenty of good memories with you. But I can't trust you. We all know what you've done. Just apologize and get it over with.

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