I just want to feel..

like someone cares.
like someone out there thinks of me occasionally.
like someone wants to know how my day went.
like someone loves me.
like someone wants me for reasons other than an ear to talk to.
like someone wants to know how I did on my tests.
like someone who's willing to listen.
like someone would want to hold me when my fingertips are freezing.

But wanting all that makes me selfish. It's something I want. Not something I need.
I'll fake a smile, wipe my own tears, and tell everyone I'm okay
so they won't see how weak I've become.
I'll just tell them that the rain hit my face.

Back to studying. ♥
I'm sick, and stressed out over finals and yet
I'm too busy worrying about crap like this.
I must focus! I must not let the cold medicine win!!!