I Can Feel It

Something in my life has changed. My luck has changed, and it's not good luck. I can just feel it. Is it because of this new person in my life? I sure hope not. It's weird. I find him similar to me. We're both extremely competitive. We both get mad easily. And he tells me things about himself without having to ask. And you know what? I had a dream about him last night. I've known him for three years but have only started talking to him recently. In Green's case, I never had a single dream about Green. Not once during the entire time I liked him. But I don't even know if I like this guy and I've already had a dream about him. And you know what? I sure as hell hope I haven't fallen for him. I can't take that right now. And I won't. I'm not quite sure what to do. I'm afraid to fall. I don't want to fall. Because whenever I do, I fall hard.

I contradict myself.