Don't Cramp My Style

You know what's funny? He used to be a really good friend of mine. I used to be able to joke with him and say anything and there'd be no pressure. It was the perfect friendship, but today, I saw his blog. I am surprised. He's a frequent topic of my posts and I wasn't in his. Not even once. I feel ridiculous and stupid and all these other mixed emotions. Is this how it's going to be for the rest of my life? Are my friends going to constantly abandon me? He's changed. And you know what? At this point, at this very point of pain, I really don't give a crap. He doesn't matter anymore.

Funny thing is, I wish he did.

You (don't) belong with me. - Taylor Swift.

My oh my how things have changed.