To The World..

.. you may be one person, but to one person, you may be the world

It's been at least 2 weeks since I've last spoken to her. Doesn't mean I don't miss her. My dad called me yesterday. He said something that left an impression.

Just because I don't call, doesn't mean I don't love you.

Perhaps he meant with everything. Just because you don't show that you care, doesn't mean that you don't. Perhaps that's what Adonnis was trying to point out that night. A lot has happened in her life, and I wasn't there to hear about it. I'm not the first person she tells anymore. It's not that I don't care. It's just certain things that I can't stand to hear. Of course I want to be able to hold her in my arms and tell her everything will be okay. She has done the same for me for over 6 years. She's been there to wipe my tears and tell me that I'll feel better the next day. She's been there to help me mail my letters, and stop me from doing stupid things. So why wasn't I there for her? It's not that I didn't want to, but rather, she didn't want me to. She believes that because she's older, she'll always have to look out for me. She knows in her heart that it's not true. She knows that our maturity levels are about the same. She should know that anything she goes through, I want to be right at her side. I'm not there to tell her that she shouldn't be afraid. I'm here to tell her that, whatever Abbadon chooses to do with his life, she has to be there for him, and support him. I'm here to tell her that I understand that Abbadon and she have gone through much more than Yellow and I, but doesn't mean it's not the same situation. I know you'll read this. So I'll just say this to you, as if you were standing here before me. Let him go. He's found something he wants to do with his life. Why not support him? I certainly don't know what thoughts are going through your head, but I can put the pieces together. In many circumstances, Just A Dream has occured. But doesn't mean it'll happen to you. It's a song. A song with a story. But it's not your story. As a writer, you should know that you create your own story. Adding to that, your story only, and not anyone else's.

If you love something, set it free. If it comes back to you, it's yours. If it
doesn't, it never was. We do not possess anything in this world, least of
allother people. We only imagine that we do. Our friends, our lovers, our
spouses,even our children are not ours; they belong only to themselves.
Possessive andcontrolling friendships and relationships can be as harmful as
neglect.

I found that quote online and I think it's magnificent. I know you love him, in the least romantic way possible. But needless to say, you love him. Let him do his thing. He has a lot to live for. He'll come back to you. I guarantee you.
You have so much to live for as well. Don't let one thing bring you down. Don't give up.

Write your story, and finish it with your own happy ending.

Currently listening to;; Fly With Me - Jonas Brothers
Trust You - Yuna Ito