Coffee Prince

Coffee Prince makes me think. I learn something new every time I watch a drama. But you learn more the second time around.

My friend showed me his blog. He just started today. In that moment, I almost felt inclined to show him mine. The thing is, I like to read meaningful blogs. Not pointless ones about peoples' days. I'm not too interested in what happened in their day. I'd much rather know what they're thinking. I suppose that's how I see people as well. Although it was someone I honestly cared about, I'll want to know about their day. But typically, I don't. I like to know what people feel.. what they think. I decided against showing him. Because I only show my blog to people I feel close to. If for some reason I'm not at all close to you, and yet you read my blog, then perhaps you're like me. One of those people who want to feel emotion rather than know events.

For the past two days, I've been trying to make plans to see Vince before he left to go back. I know he'll visit often but it won't be the same. Perhaps I'm still not over the fact that he won't be here anymore. I guess I'll never be over it. But I know he's with me. That's the only thing that gets me through the night. He's my best friend, no doubt. He knows me and he's persistent. Although I want to see him before he leaves, I gave up trying tonight. Although I'm going to regret what I'm about to say, and I know I'll 'reblog' about it in a day or two, I feel as if he's not trying. He's not putting as much effort into it as I am. I'm not allowed to go out. I sneak out. I've been devising plans and planning so much just so that I could see him before he leaves. But if he doesn't want to, then everything I'm doing, is completely pointless. And so. I give up.

Today the Sophmore committee hosted a Shakey's fundraiser for the 2011 prom. My friend called me to ask if I was going. I said no. When she asked why, I told her because my mom had already bought dinner. That is completely true. But you know what I wonder? I wonder if she called because she had IMed yesterday about it and wanted me to show up, or because someone had asked. I highly doubt it's the 2nd choice. Haha, just a bit of wishful thinking. It'll pass.

I can't get back in the water for awhile. Playing tennis, sweating, and exercising felt really good today. I simply can't stand going a week without exercise. I know I'm not supposed to get in the water, but I think I'll return to the water next week. I really wanted to swim today. I miss it. A lot. I'm envious of Jie and Adonnis because they can get in the water. No worries, I'll be back next week.

Although many things have ticked me off today, I don't care much for it. Because in a few years, I won't have to deal with those people. I can tough it out. Just like Eun-Chan. (Coffee Prince)

I'll be getting back to my drama now.