Twitter Rebellion

The title is a simple inside joke, but rather straight forward, in my opinion. I was inspired to start blogging; to write down the simple ups and downs of my everyday life. Or perhaps it's not that simple at all. Maybe it will help me realize more than I ever will be able to without recording my thoughts.

I'm not a big fan of twitter. I think it's quite ridiculous, and I don't see why it is so addicting. I simply don't see it. That's why I have vowed to 'start' or perhaps 'join' the twitter rebellion. Feel free to join. If you do, comment me and tell me! (; *sarcasm*

Anyhow, today is Saturday and I stayed home doing nothing all day. My only accomplishments are my freshly painted nails, and the big poster of the alphabet I made for my mom. (Don't ask.) I've been thinking lately about Green and Pink, and I understand why Jie prefers Pink over Green. But it's also that Green is here by my side, whereas I see Pink once in a blue moon. Not to mention the age difference and all. Green is an interesting individual who never does what I ask, and hardly listens to what I have to say. He's a pretty thoughtless person who's a smart but incredibly lazy person. Regardless of all his flaws, I really care for this guy. Perhaps not in the way I used to, but I care.

If he were to tell me he feels something (and proves that I'm not crazy for feeling something), I'd probably feel something as well. On the other hand, I probably wouldn't want to. Considering everything that has happened on account of me and my uncontrollable emotions, it's pretty insane.

Pink is a completely different story. He's an extremely nice guy, and although he doesn't always have time for me, he listens. He really listens. And he comes to me when he's upset about Brown, and it reassures me that he cares what I think. As well as trusting me enough to come to me for comfort.

It's not that anyone cares what I have to say about these two "colors," but they matter to me. (: I like to refer to certain people as colors. It's their nicknames.

That reminds me, on Thursday evening, I found out that Green's crushing was not one sided. Turns out Purple likes him back. That was pretty much a slap in the face. I must be insane to care even a smidge. But he cares for her, and I guess that's all that matters. It's also that Thursday evening was the first time I had spoken to him in two days. Jie is much stronger than I am. She is much more determined and had much more will power than I do.

However, I still pride myself on how I did not give in.

Goh started his blog with hopes of changing the world one day. I start mine with hopes of changing a life. We all must start somewhere, and I prefer to start small. Because the change of one life can be like a chain reaction. Perhaps I'll make a difference as well.

Might I add that I had a very nice conversation with an old friend. It was refreshing to talk to someone who doesn't know about all the happenings of my everyday. I like that feeling. Despite he's someone from my past whom I have a few bad memories of, he's different. (: I want to thank him. I also know he's going to read this. This is what I wanted to add you bum !

I pretty much such at writing about my day. I ended writing about some of the happenings of my current life. Well that's what a blog is for, is it not?



Currently listening to; Romantic - Shinee
Currently obsessed with the song; Give Me Your Eyes - Brandon Heath (Mr. X <3)